One of Russell Brand’s accusers, identified only as Nadia, has revealed the emotional letter she wrote to the comedian in 2012 after he allegedly raped her.
In the letter published by the Sunday Times on Sunday, Nadia wrote that she was “completely disgusted” by the way Brand had treated her and “sad” that she ever trusted him.
“Very angry at you and myself for allowing ourselves to be drawn into your narcissistic world,” she added.
“Do you know what you did to me? My body through? My emotions and my body are upset,” she continued.
“You scared me on July 1, I thought in any situation I would be strong enough to fight someone. But when it’s someone you know, you don’t expect to be put in that position. You completely broke me.
Elsewhere in the letter, Nadia recalled the alleged s****l a*sault, writing: “Do you even know how scary you are when that gla*sy look comes over you? I didn’t see the fun-loving guy in front of me, I saw a man who couldn’t control himself and the word NO is more of a challenge than an order.
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She also questioned why she was protecting Brand after admitting she didn’t “file a complaint” or disclose his name to staff members at the rape treatment center.
“This letter is for me to work on my business, not for you, I just needed you to hear me,” she concluded.
Representatives for Brand did not immediately respond to Page Six’s request for comment regarding Nadia’s letter.
Speaking to the Sunday Times, Nadia said she didn’t speak out about the alleged rape at the time because she didn’t want to be responsible for ruining Brand’s career.
She also discussed the British actor’s social media presence as a wellness influencer, saying: “He says one thing and I know the demon behind it.”
Nadia added: “He wants to help with meditation, he’s all in this wellness world… It makes me so angry that he has a platform for this.”
Nadia is one of four women who have accused the “Rock of Ages” star, 48, of rape, s****l a*sault and emotional abuse in various incidents that allegedly took place between 2006 and 2013.
According to the expose published on Saturday by the Sunday Times, Nadia claimed that the comedian raped her “against a wall” in his Los Angeles home in July 2012.
He allegedly did not wear a condom when he committed the rape.
Before the explosive report, Brand denied the “litany of blatant and aggressive attacks” in a lengthy video posted to Instagram.
“These allegations relate to the time when I was working in the mainstream, when I was in newspapers all the time, when I was in the movies, and as I’ve written a lot in my books, I was very, very promiscuous,” he said.
“However, during this period of promiscuity, the relationships I had were absolutely, always consensual. I was always transparent about this back then…and seeing that transparency metastasize into something criminal, which I absolutely deny, makes me wonder: is there another agenda at play?